Why is it when I don't see all of the answers before me or things don't happen in my timing, I question God, doubt his calling, and fail to trust in his promises?
How quickly I forget his faithfulness from the days, weeks, months and years prior. Why would God now break his promises?
I know with all my heart that my family has been called to adoption. If I know this and we are being obedient, why am I lacking peace?
I have been so convicted in these areas lately.
It has been a test of faith over these past few weeks as we mailed our application to the adoption agency and in the very same week we launched our fundraising campaign. While we waited for the official approval from our agency and for God to begin to stir the hearts of those whom he would have partner with us...I realized that I am not in control of any of this. I am being humbled each day as God reminds me that He is the author and is asking for me to submit all things to Him (Thank you God!!)
This week has been very emotional as God began to reveal His plans. We got our official approval from the agency on Tuesday, which now means we are ready to start our home study!! We also received our first responses from those led to partner with us. With the generosity of just 4 families, we are at 24.38% of our goal amount of $16,000. Wow!! PRAISE GOD!!! I know we still have a big financial mountain to climb, but with God all things are possible.
As I continue to pray for His will and to use our journey to glorify Him, I am seeing how this call is about so much more than just the "Bishop Family" adoption.
It's about ADOPTION, period.
I pray that our journey will encourage others who are called to adoption to see that when you are obedient, God will supply all you need to complete the task.
The thought of adoption for me has been all about growing our family, bringing a beautiful child into our home and teaching him/her about the love and truth of Jesus Christ.
But what I overlooked is how much this journey would bring me closer to God. It's through reading His word more and praying more that I am beginning to find the peace that I desire by seeking Him.
I pray that each of you are encouraged as you hear about the great things that God is doing. He is worthy of all our praise!
"Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen."
Ephesians 3:20-21
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Monday, September 10, 2012
'Team Bishop'
Surreal.
That's how I would sum up my feelings. It has been a long journey to get here. After years of desiring children and believing that adoption was right around the corner, we found those plans change when I unexpectedly found myself pregnant.
This journey so far has been incredibly different than a pregnancy. I do not have any morning sickness, fatigue or any other sign of a life growing. Instead it's paperwork, finger printing, background checks, meetings with a social worker, and a TON more paperwork. I have to keep reminding myself that at the end of this long road is our child.
I know that God began to work on our hearts through our infertility preparing us for the plans He has for our family. It's not as though we didn't love the beautiful picture of adoption but honestly it always seemed "easier" to have your own children. There's not a social worker asking for your autobiography, a profile to create, or a financial mountain to climb (to name a few) when you have your own.
Oh, how we have made God out to be too small.
While we are at the very beginning of this journey we have seen God work in mighty ways already.
He has placed such amazing people in our lives with unique gifts and willing hearts that want to embark on this journey with us.
We had a handful of these friends pile in Cindy's family room yesterday to make up what they have decided to call 'Team Bishop'! They will all be a key part of our fundraising campaign, specifically our events.
It's through ordinary people like us that God can do something BIG!
Psalm 90:17
Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us,
and establish the work of our hands upon us;
yes, establish the work of our hands!
That's how I would sum up my feelings. It has been a long journey to get here. After years of desiring children and believing that adoption was right around the corner, we found those plans change when I unexpectedly found myself pregnant.
This journey so far has been incredibly different than a pregnancy. I do not have any morning sickness, fatigue or any other sign of a life growing. Instead it's paperwork, finger printing, background checks, meetings with a social worker, and a TON more paperwork. I have to keep reminding myself that at the end of this long road is our child.
I know that God began to work on our hearts through our infertility preparing us for the plans He has for our family. It's not as though we didn't love the beautiful picture of adoption but honestly it always seemed "easier" to have your own children. There's not a social worker asking for your autobiography, a profile to create, or a financial mountain to climb (to name a few) when you have your own.
Oh, how we have made God out to be too small.
While we are at the very beginning of this journey we have seen God work in mighty ways already.
He has placed such amazing people in our lives with unique gifts and willing hearts that want to embark on this journey with us.
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| 'Team Bishop' |
We had a handful of these friends pile in Cindy's family room yesterday to make up what they have decided to call 'Team Bishop'! They will all be a key part of our fundraising campaign, specifically our events.
It's through ordinary people like us that God can do something BIG!
Psalm 90:17
Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us,
and establish the work of our hands upon us;
yes, establish the work of our hands!
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